I have never felt like I had any true friends at school and this year I took on a heavy course load
I just feel so lost and stressed all the time
I was so worried about what my parents would think about my math grade that I lied to them about the class average. They found out and took my car away.
I feel like I am a terrible human being and I feel so lost.
I think I’m having a long-term nervous breakdown. My hands always shake and I always have headaches and I feel like i can’t breathe. I hate myself and I have contemplated sending myself to the hospital just to get away from everything.
But I’m a high school senior and I’m afraid my parents won’t let me go to college if I tell them about this. I don’t know what to do.
I can’t tell my guidance counselor or anyone, because they’ll call my parents or they’ll call someone to take me away from my parents. They do it all the time at my school.
I’m a failure and I cant see a way out.
please help me.